I know I have been celebrating the fact that I have to stay home alone for 20 days. But when you have to cook for yourself and clean the whole house, the joy is somehow diminished :P Anyways, it has been some crazy days where friends stayed at my house till 6 o'clock in the morning. In fact, I enjoyed these occasions since I feel quite lonely all by myself in this big apartment. Nevertheless, having friends here also means that they always remind me of the fact that I'm still single. It's true - all of them are either engaged, married, or have been together for 4 years. So do I feel like an outlier? YES!
Sometimes I feel that I'd not trade my single status for anything else in the world, since I treasure my freedom. It's not that I think attached ladies or guys do not have freedom, but in some sense they are restricted if they feel any sense of responsibility. But on other occasions I do envy the love and care that my friends are receiving from their special someone..Siggh..
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