The art of living without your mom!

I know I have been celebrating the fact that I have to stay home alone for 20 days. But when you have to cook for yourself and clean the whole house, the joy is somehow diminished :P Anyways, it has been some crazy days where friends stayed at my house till 6 o'clock in the morning. In fact, I enjoyed these occasions since I feel quite lonely all by myself in this big apartment. Nevertheless, having friends here also means that they always remind me of the fact that I'm still single. It's true - all of them are either engaged, married, or have been together for 4 years. So do I feel like an outlier? YES!

Sometimes I feel that I'd not trade my single status for anything else in the world, since I treasure my freedom. It's not that I think attached ladies or guys do not have freedom, but in some sense they are restricted if they feel any sense of responsibility. But on other occasions I do envy the love and care that my friends are receiving from their special someone..Siggh..

Vacation time!

I did really really well on my oral OB exam. Additionally, I did my statistics exam today! (No comment, I made two mistakes, but that's what happens when I haven't been motivated to revise) and now I have 1 and a half months of vacation! I'm soo freakin' happy!!

Gaaargh! Exams

Yes, lovely exams are coming up and I'm stressing myself out for sure. The first one up is in Organizational Behavior, which is scheduled to be on Friday. Am I scared? YES! It's an oral examination, do I need to say more? Need to act as a consultant lol..
Statistics exam is on the 18th and I'm more or less okay with it since numbers are concrete and tangible. Just find the right method to calculate the numbers and you are safe!

I'm really looking forward to vacation now. Mom and Bro will be leaving for China, and I have the whole house to myself!

Courageous SonG?!?

Yaaah, I can nod my head as a sign of recognition. But everything has its own exceptions right? While I'm not afraid of heights, rollercoasters (as if it is considered to be a very scary thing, but you get my point:P), taking risks etc. I definitely deal with some issues when it comes to relationships. ATM, I'm thinking about a lot of things, which I should've done differently in the past, so that I might've been happier at present. I'm especially bothered by this one incident, which could've resulted in something really good. But due to my passive 'relationship' nature, I basically ruined all the chances that were served on a silver plate. You know what I did to reject that plate? I laughed it off thinking that it was just not happening to me. See, when you think like that, nothing will become yours. The worst part was that I didn't even signal anything that might have hinted how I felt back then as a response to the signals (not even signals, he said it out clearly and loud in my presence!) he sent.

Instead, that chance went to someone else, and I think they are currently very happy together. As for me, I have been single for years (okay, maybe 2 years) because I can't find the same sparkle as I did in his presence. The thing is, I kindda believe in chemistry at first sight. Maybe, it's an odd analogy, but it's comparable to a shopping spree. It goes like this, when you walk into a store, you don't (me at least) need to go through the racks of clothes. All you need to do is to stand in the spot where you will get a clear overview, and immediately you will know that there is nothing that'll suit you.

Lately, I have been bothered by these thoughts and it made me realize that maybe I'm not completely over this whole incident? Even though, we didn't share anything close to a relationship, I still have a crush on him? Soo damn weird that I'll be thinking about this now siighs..

Nice Thanksgiving Dinner!

I have never been exposed to American traditions before (at least not much), but I must admit that I loooove Thanksgiving dinners (at least the one I got today). The turkey, the stuffing, the pecan pie and everything were absolutely fantabulous! From this experience I can honestly say that I'm considering to marry into an American family:P

Joke aside, I really love whole-heartedly cooked food and these two half-American guys from my class really did an awesome job! Too bad that Thanksgiving only takes place once a year and too bad that we don't have this tradition in Denmark!