Sunday, November 9, 2008

Bad sleeping habits and late night contemplations..

For a couple of months now I have been sleeping at 4 am in the morning and sometimes much later, and that happens even though I have classes at 8 in the morning. I know that it's crazily insane, but it's extremely difficult to change. As odd as it may sound, I enjoy these late night sessions during which I'm able to completely be myself and think about stuff that'll normally not occur to me during day time where my mind is somewhere else.


So for the last couple of days, I've been thinking about whether studying business is the right path for me. For as long as I can remember, I've always wanted to do something within the business area, but now I'm doubting whether I'm doing it for the right reasons or whether I'm doing something that I'm good at.


Then there is also the fear of not knowing what else to do..I feel like these issues cannot be solved easily. I know I should be happy that I have so many options to choose from, but it always ends up being so damn hard..I have a headache..


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